The semester is coming to an end. I have mixed feelings about the semester. It's been...honestly, it's been hard. I don't mean my classes. School-wise this semester wasn't very challenging and I'm doing well with little effort. I wouldn't go so far as to say college is easier than high school was but it certainly hasn't been any harder. When I say that the semester was hard, I mean that I've been through a lot. Maybe some people think that the first semester of college would fly by but for me it's been inching along.
It's hard being far from home even though I know it's what I need. It's hard being away from my friends and put with strangers. Friendships are made so quickly here and then they end just as quickly. Every time I felt like I had finally settled something came and blew everything into chaos again. And at the end of it all, even though I feel like I've finally found my place here, I still have a bad taste in my mouth.
I don't know exactly what it is but...this semester was hard. I'm glad that it's over because I'm exhausted.
But before the semester can officially end, before I can go home I have to take exams. And I just feel like I have nothing left. These next 9 days are going to be awful.
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