I forgot...

...about Blog Every Day April. I already missed one day and I foresee this month going awry but I will of course make an attempt. It's already almost midnight of the second day, however, so I am going to write this up quickly. Not a very flashy start to the endeavor but here we go:

A Few Mundane Events and Pointless Musings from Pip's Day
- I learned how to make paper flowers this week. It is my newest obsession that also doubles as the perfect form of procrastination. I have already made around a hundred paper flowers and I just can't stop. I have been giving them away to everyone I know whether they want them or not. Perhaps I will make a secret project out of my new obsession. I have an idea brewing.

- I am home for Easter. Traveling yesterday: 5 hours on a bus from Syracuse to New York City, 1 hour layover at Penn Station, 3 hours on a bus from NYC to Baltimore.

- I am wearing polo shirt for the Johns Hopkins Emergency Medicine, Division of Special Operations.

- I bought lime green RayBan style sunglasses today.

- I can't decide what I want to do with my life. I am really conflicted about my choice of schools. Should I stay at Syracuse? Should I transfer? Should I even be in college right now?

- If I do stay at Syracuse, I got a position as a TA for next semester.** And I am signed up for my first creative writing workshop for my major as well as a class on Italian Cinema (just for fun!).

- I have been listening to the Spring Awakening soundtrack nonstop for the past week. I have already bought my tickets for June when the tour comes through Baltimore again. I can't say how excited I am to finally see the play. I have most of the songs memorized and the soundtrack has become my go-to shower set list.

- I have been having a recurring nightmare lately of bleeding to death from every pore in my body. It's disturbing. Every night I die.

- All Boy situations have come to a halt but remain murky enough to still occupy my thoughts. There's V-Neck Guy, with whom I am now close (platonic) friends, who drunkenly texted me out of the blue to hook up***. There's drunken hook up from February that is close friends with one of my periphery friends but now our groups are overlapping more often and it is awkward. There's old situation from the summer that is long settled but which has been on my mind lately because of certain realizations****. And then, finally, there's the nice guy from one of my classes that I might want to get to know a little better.

- Oops. It's midnight.

*Before I start writing up this blog post I just have to note that it is exactly 11:28 PM right now. My birthday. I always make a wish if I catch sight of 11:28. Right now I am making a wish for the Old Spice commercial guy (see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owGykVbfgUE) or Sammy Adams (see: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5cpOMtfqJZ4). I can't make up my mind.

**Even though, I was still drunk from partying the night before for the interview last Friday...

***WE DID NOT (and never will again...he's a good friend but a dick with girls. I legitimately feel bad for his girlfriend)

****I've just been wondering about how my decisions might have affected others. My brother and Nick are no longer as close as they once were. I have a feeling I played a part in the deterioration of their friendship. I don't know how I feel about this.