Some days you just don't want to blog. Some days you just don't want to write. If you want to be a writer, however, you have to power through. And so here I am, signing in.
I know I am trying to make these blog posts more cohesive, more narrative, and more valuable as writing practice. But today I need an old-fashioned, introspective, rambling post.
Today was one of those days that passed by without anything blog-worthy or blog-appropriate.* We went to the mall around 5 o'clock and that's when it hit me.
I don't write about this much but I struggle with depression. I've never been on medication but it's something that I work through daily. But then there are sometimes that it becomes a more present problem instead of something I just learn to live with. It comes on quickly. Like today, I was just walking through the mall when I began to feel overwhelmed.
My friends are coming to get ready to go out. I need to be happy and strong for them but it's hard for me right now. I know it's wrong to drink away your problems but at least for tonight I'm trying to feel better.
Tomorrow, hopefully I will be able to write a proper blog post. Right now I'm just checking in and checking out.
*I don't mean anything scandalous. I am usually very open in this blog about my less than honorable activities.
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