I hate that point when your hair is drying and half is dry and seems frizzy and the rest is still wet and you just want to tie it back but know you can't because it will dry flat and awkward if you do.

I don't have anything to blog about today. Not that things have not been happening in my life. Many worrying things have been going on, the sort of things that make me think that my life is just spinning out of control.

Summer is ending. I miss my brother. I'm tired. And I've been listening to rainy day music.

Losing a star without a sky,
Losing the reasons why,
You're losing the calling, 
You've been faking.
And I'm not kidding.


It's damned if you don't and it's damned if you do.
Be true 'cause they'll lock you up in a sad, sad zoo.
Oh hidy hidy hidy what you trying to prove?
By hidy hidy hiding you're not worth a thing.


Sew your fortunes on a string
And hold them up to light.
Blue smoke will take a very violent fight.


And you will be changed,
And everything.
And you will be in a very sad, sad zoo.


I once was lost but now I'm found,
Was blind but now I see you.
How selfish of you
To believe in the meaning of all the bad dreaming.


Metal heart, 
You're not hiding.
Metal heart,
You're not worth a thing.


Metal heart,
You're not hiding.
Metal heart,
You're not worth a thing.
- "Metal Heart" by Cat Power