Every Wednesday on my way back from my doctor's appointment I stop at Wegmans and buy junk food. It always makes me feel better.

I know yesterday I said I didn't have anything to blog about and then once I started writing I wandered off into my mind's thicket of unruly thoughts. Today, however, I have plenty of thoughts already clogging up my brain, just none that I want to share on this blog.

My blog posts this month have all be suspiciously void of many mentions of my personal life. I supposed I've just been stuck in my head. Yes, at the end of each post I share an aspect of my day but I haven't really delved into the real substance of my life. Sharing my crossword puzzle habit, my trailmix snack, and my love of Grey's Anatomy doesn't really consitute as confiding much here. That's just the surface of my life, little knick-knacks sitting on the bookshelf.

But I'm not comfortable sharing much more of my present life. And so I will clutter up this blog with knick-knacks until I'm ready to put anymore real life into it. Thoughts will be overflowing, of course. I will always share my reactions to Gloucester's tragic, imagined suicide attempt and my thoughts on Certeau. But I don't know if I can share my reactions to certain personal issues that I deal with in my daily life. At least, not today.

All of this is to say that I don't have anything to blog about today. Not because there is nothing on my mind but because I just can't share it. Let's just say that I am eating Gummy Bears.