I am still in bed. I know I will have to get out of bed eventually but right now I can just hug my pillow and pretend I'm far, far away.

I would really like to know what I am going to be doing next year, where I will be living and studying etc. But as of right now I'm still waiting.

I've been thinking about waiting times. Waiting is all about the absence of what you desire. As I wait, I have nothing except a hope and a question. "Patience is a virtue." We have to learn from a young age that waiting is a part of life. To be patient is to accept the state of not-knowing. I guess it's a good life lesson. We can't know everything. We have to be patient. We have to be comfortable in the not-knowing.

As I have not gotten out of bed today I don't have anything to say about my life. I need to get two assignments done by the time my brother comes to visit...that's probably not going to happen. And I should probably shower at some point.

My life is so exciting.